[MUSIC PLAYING]
[? Or ?] sad.
I feel so left out, man.
Now, I just want to clear something up about this song.
This song is about cases where I felt close to a girl
that I was so far from, and cases
where I felt really connected to a girl that somehow
didn't feel the exact same way.
(RAPPING) I step out of my imagination,
and see that she's just a crush.
No double-sided connection.
It's like a big crush to my emotional well-being.
This is what I've been seeing, and, honestly,
it's kind of sad, like something I briefly had.
I can't believe my own feelings are
trying to trick me into thinking that she's close to me.
They don't know the sad truth, and I ain't blaming them,
because I want someone to fill an empty space in my life.
Where she been all my life?
Here I am asking myself that question
as I deal with all the tension, stuck in mental detention.
I can't believe I can't get a frill or benefits.
Somehow it just never fits.
Back in high school, my teachers thought I was kind of cool.
But girls thought I was a fool.
I step out of my imagination, and see
that she's just a crush.
No double-sided connection.
It's like a big crush to my emotional well-being.
This is what I've been seeing and, honestly, it's
kind of sad, like something I briefly had.
It's something I can't speak into existing,
because I feel like it's kind of far-fetched and unlikely.
But I also feel like I can do it.
Now, how do you like me?
I'm just trying to deal with the situation.
It's too real.
Even though I've been left for an asshole only one time,
it feels like it was one of the many times that it happened.
I can't believe I was so stupid to think that she'd
be way more than a crush.
It just melts my brain into mush.
But then I'm all, wait, everyone makes mistakes, even me.
Just because I'm a rapper doesn't mean I'm perfect.
That's why I say I'm worth it.
Don't get me wrong.
I believe that I got potential to get women,
but I'm spitting the harsh reality that I deal with, along
with many others.
Can you see it?
I step out of my imagination, and see
that she's just a crush.
No double-sided connection.
It's like a big crush to my emotional well-being.
This is what I've been seeing, and, honestly,
it's kind of sad, like something I briefly had.
One of my worst struggles is having nothing
but crushes, instead of a bunch of fuck sessions.
Turned me on to the next one.
I fuck with them, but that kind of isn't fun.
There's so much shit holding me back,
like this repeat cycle that always goes back.
When's it going to stop, 'cause it's driving me insane.
Feel like I got nearly nothing to gain,
and it's always something like pain.
I don't want to give them up, but I
have to, because it likely won't happen with her and me, too.
It's always a hard pill to swallow,
as my emotional shield gets hollow.
It's hard to say, there's a lot of fish in the sea,
and pain and neglect are the only things you see.
Despite that, it's a fact that I can't escape.
That's both good and bad, and I'm saying it on tape.
I step out of my imagination, and see
that she's just a crush.
No double-sided connection.
It's like a big crush to my emotional well-being.
This is what I've been seeing, and, honestly,
it's kind of sad, like something I briefly had.