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[MUSIC PLAYING]

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[? Or ?] sad.

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I feel so left out, man.

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Now, I just want to clear
something up about this song.

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This song is about cases
where I felt close to a girl

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that I was so far
from, and cases

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where I felt really connected
to a girl that somehow

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didn't feel the exact same way.

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(RAPPING) I step out
of my imagination,

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and see that she's just a crush.

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No double-sided connection.

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It's like a big crush to
my emotional well-being.

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This is what I've been
seeing, and, honestly,

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it's kind of sad, like
something I briefly had.

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I can't believe my
own feelings are

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trying to trick me into
thinking that she's close to me.

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They don't know the sad truth,
and I ain't blaming them,

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because I want someone to fill
an empty space in my life.

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Where she been all my life?

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Here I am asking
myself that question

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as I deal with all the tension,
stuck in mental detention.

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I can't believe I can't
get a frill or benefits.

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Somehow it just never fits.

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Back in high school, my teachers
thought I was kind of cool.

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But girls thought I was a fool.

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I step out of my
imagination, and see

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that she's just a crush.

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No double-sided connection.

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It's like a big crush to
my emotional well-being.

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This is what I've been
seeing and, honestly, it's

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kind of sad, like
something I briefly had.

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It's something I can't
speak into existing,

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because I feel like it's kind
of far-fetched and unlikely.

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But I also feel
like I can do it.

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Now, how do you like me?

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I'm just trying to deal
with the situation.

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It's too real.

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Even though I've been left
for an asshole only one time,

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it feels like it was one of the
many times that it happened.

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I can't believe I was so
stupid to think that she'd

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be way more than a crush.

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It just melts my
brain into mush.

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But then I'm all, wait, everyone
makes mistakes, even me.

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Just because I'm a rapper
doesn't mean I'm perfect.

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That's why I say I'm worth it.

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Don't get me wrong.

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I believe that I got
potential to get women,

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but I'm spitting the harsh
reality that I deal with, along

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with many others.

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Can you see it?

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I step out of my
imagination, and see

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that she's just a crush.

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No double-sided connection.

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It's like a big crush to
my emotional well-being.

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This is what I've been
seeing, and, honestly,

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it's kind of sad, like
something I briefly had.

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One of my worst struggles
is having nothing

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but crushes, instead of
a bunch of fuck sessions.

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Turned me on to the next one.

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I fuck with them, but
that kind of isn't fun.

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There's so much shit
holding me back,

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like this repeat cycle
that always goes back.

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When's it going to stop,
'cause it's driving me insane.

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Feel like I got nearly
nothing to gain,

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and it's always
something like pain.

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I don't want to
give them up, but I

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have to, because it likely won't
happen with her and me, too.

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It's always a hard
pill to swallow,

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as my emotional
shield gets hollow.

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It's hard to say, there's
a lot of fish in the sea,

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and pain and neglect are
the only things you see.

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Despite that, it's a
fact that I can't escape.

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That's both good and bad,
and I'm saying it on tape.

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I step out of my
imagination, and see

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that she's just a crush.

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No double-sided connection.

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It's like a big crush to
my emotional well-being.

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This is what I've been
seeing, and, honestly,

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it's kind of sad, like
something I briefly had.

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